Limit Infinity

[Verse 1]
Always been the nobody
Always wishing to be somebody
Always pondering about death even though I shouldn't
Back and forth this pong is regressing and
Talking to myself to calm these aggressions, I fall back into nothingness
Asking for this void to be infinite
When all I see is emptyness, desolate environments
Filling up with skeletons, ghosts, souls of friends, family, lovers passed on or kept moving and
Always stuck with... "I’m always afraid to say goodbye"
I keep attached when I should not
I'm always loving those who won't look back
I’m always frozen in what could've beens and tired (tired)
Exhausted

[Verse 2]
The present is a gift that I take for granted
Voiding a, fucking purpose
In stasis cause of all that's happened
Occurred for what? I'll never understand this logic
Comprehend this reason, affiliate with demons
Associate with miracles, perceive that's ridicule
Too small, to give a damn
But too big to give a fuck, minuscule
For heaven's sake and sanity, this skewed reality
Where to go? So you can count on me?
Everyone is reaching for the top, I want my piece of the American Dream, the biggest scheme
Beyond the surface, the Matrix, the lies
Outer reaches of our vision
I see diamond flooded demons and Lamborghini angels
Move this weight off my shoulders
A requiem for all my dreams
Monument accomplishments destruction for sins
My own slice of heaven on Earth, all five senses and more
My Limit Infinity