Difficult

I remember when I was young
I was ready, knew what I wanted to be before the time would come
Maybe that put me in a position
For getting bullied by the neighborhood kids man
But everytime they broke me down
I rose back up
Became a class clown
Emotions got locked up
I didn't want to admit it
But maybe they were getting to me
I felt stupid
But maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day
I could prove 'em wrong
And everything would be okay, okay, okay, okay
But I was never really that strong
Why must it be so
Hard to show who you are
I don't know myself
I look like me but inside I'm gone
Why does it have to be difficult, for me
Why does it have to be difficult, oh
I worry everyday that my moment might be past due
So I do a lot of stupid shit only 'cause I think that I have to
And I don't wanna grow older
'Cause the end is coming closer, yeah
And I don't want it to be over
I spent so many years holdin' on to hope yeah
But maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day
I could prove 'em wrong
And everything would be okay, okay, okay, okay
But I think it's best if I move on
Why must it be so
Hard to show who you are
I don't know myself
I look like me but inside I'm gone
Why does it have to be difficult, for me
Why does it have to be difficult, oh
Ye, ye, yeah
Ye, ye, yeah
No matter how many doubts you might have
Nobody is as hard on me as I am
And maybe you could understand
That sometimes I'm not really my biggest fan
Maybe one day, one day, one day, one day, one day
I will prove 'em wrong
And everything will be okay, okay, okay, okay
But the road I gotta travel is long
Yeah
Why must it be so
Hard to show who you are
I don't know myself
I look like me but inside I'm gone
Why does it have to be difficult, for me
Why does it have to be difficult, oh
Why must it be so
Hard to show who you are
I don't know myself
I look like me but inside I'm gone
Why does it have to be difficult, for me
Why does it have to be difficult, oh