insidegrl.

I wanna stay inside
Don't wanna go outside
Just leave me to my own devices
I know everyone smokes
But I don't wanna get high
Stay to myself, and keep my emotions
Again? Just to do it again?
It all seems so pointless
So, no I don't smoke, don't drink, don't sniff
No, no, no
Never tried to fit in
Go to parties or sin
I just do my best, pray to Him, and hope He listens
So, I stay inside
Don't want to be bothered with the people out there
Don't want to sit around and pretend I care, 'cuz I don't care
I could care less
I know everyone smokes
But I don't want to get high
Stay to myself and keep my emotions altogether
I feel safer with myself
Hate being alone
But I'd rather stay home
Not the best idea
But it's all I have
It's all I have
'Cuz I had so much to give, but all people do is take it
So I fake it, 'til I make it home
Home, home
'Cuz I wanna stay inside
Don't wanna go outside
Just leave me to my own devices
My own devices
Just leave me inside