Epilogue: First to Last
From the first laugh I ever had
To the last tear I'll ever shed
Before and after, you were there
It's always been you
A moment of silence for the violence
That just rampages our daily life stages
And yeah, dark is just such an arbitrary word
To say how we feel if we want to be heard
'Cause I don't know what's guiding me
I don't know if I'm taking a step
In this tunnel called life, I'm just walking it blind
To begin with, I'm not even sure of what's mine
What's wrong, it's fine, what's on your mind
Weird, I can't trust you like all the time
'Cause I don't feel like you're dangerous
And I know how much you change for us
And even when I wake up
Champagne when we break up
Got that still life but I still, like, feel, like
It sucks, like, that's how we end the night
From the first laugh I ever had
To the last tear I'll ever shed
Before and after, you were there
It's always been you
One time, two pills, three stacks, looking for that
Five days, six pack, I know that, I gotta get all that
Seventeen strokes I finally got up here, but I don't have a name so all I know is here
I gotta get a job to get more cash to get a life in which I can get all that
But I know I get homesick
Twelve shots and I'm feeling kinda bloated
And so I drop my keys and I take a walk
But all you want is to talk the talk
Inside a padded cell in a four wall world
Twenty-four karat and a shattered pearl
So when I come back in to a dimmer light
I switch it off to enjoy the night
You know we found it here
Our hope forever real
And I'm here right now
Here right ooh ooh
I don't want a fake love, I'll be real
'Cause my one two three is not ideal
I hit you with the four five six and pray
'Hey please respond,' and I grind all day
But no hit, I'm never close to a hit
When I'm swinging all wild, miss, they be like 'oh yeah'
'No shit, no idea what's in your head'
Pencil pushing lead, I don't even know I'm dead
Stop that, I push a little, need a stopgap
Mop that, on the ground, feeling proud but I drop that
I need some time and I know that
Gotta come back
From the first laugh I ever had
To the last tear I'll ever shed
Before and after, you were there
It's always been you