childish

I wanna sit and play in the sandbox
Steal all the swing sets and slide rides from all the little kids
I wanna play a game, running around with all the newcomers to life
Maybe I can lead the way, but I think I'd lose my way

All I wanna do is sleep and cry and stay up through the night
I don't wanna look left or right before I cross the road
I just want to stay inside tonight, I'm not going out today, I'm not in the mood, don't ask Me Why
I don't know the reason for the treason you think I have caused

I feel so childish, can I just say 'because I said so'
Like I feel so childish, So many thoughts in my head
Overthinking every little step, Short fuse of a temperament
Anger tells me to hold my fists and cry instead

I feel so childish, Stuck in this bubble and it hasn't popped
Now I can't be bothered to move out and try to break out
I just wanna sit here, Lay down and sink into tears
Thinking and thinking, I probably don't even have any friends that wanna make plans With me

No one ever wants to make plans with me
But did you even bother asking who is free?
No one ever ever wants to be with me
But did you even look around saying you're interested?

Stoned in the garden, falling to pieces
Scared for my future, I'm lost in confusion trapped in my fears

I think I need to go now to the loneliest house on the planet
I packed my bags already
Don't run mf, run run
Just walk so I can catch up to you

Don't tell me no one ever wants to make plans with me
Did you even bother asking who was free?
No one ever ever wants to be with me, is it true?
Did you even look around saying you're interested?

Let me stare up at the lilac skies
Fly away, lilac skies stoned in the garden