Nosebleeds

I saw it all in a crystal ball
The wings were wide, but in narrow halls
Writing was always on the wall
But I looked the other way

A sinking feeling inside my bones
A crowded room, but I'm all alone
It's my address, but it's not my home
So I look the other way

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show
I'm getting some déjà vu, an old episode
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down the seat
I see a thousand faces that look just like me

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think

I didn't care what they all think
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think

I was blind to the warning signs
Spilling blood, you were drinking wine
Conjure way to the finish line
Told me I was D.O.A

All the wreckage inside my head
A consequence of the words you said
It's 2020 in the retrospect
So I turn the other way

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show
I'm getting some déjà vu, an old episode
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down the seat
I see a thousand faces that look just like me

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think

There's somebody trying to be somebody
Thought that I was different
Just a carbon copy lost in the illusion
If I'm winning or I'm losing
Thought that I was different
That was a delusion

Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think
Wonder what it might be like
Just for one night
I didn't care what they all think

I'm up in the nosebleeds, I'm watching the show
I'm getting some déjà vu, an old episode
I'm up in the nosebleeds and down the seat
I see a thousand faces that look just like me