Complicit in Your Own Abuse
There's always time for one last time
As it pulls you in
Another failed attempt at life
Another loss, you win
Failure is not an option
But it's all you've ever known
Despair descends on you too often
This vision of nothing your own
Told a truth that was a lie
Complicit in your own abuse
Complicit in your own abuse
Is this the joy of suffering?
We've nowhere left to go
A darker side discovering
That there's nothing left to know
Is this the only way?
Is this how you treat yourself?
Every single day
Told a truth that was a lie
Complicit in your own abuse
Complicit in your own abuse
Inside yourself you never shut up
Tales of grief that fuck you up
This auditory sense is a cacophonous silent void
Dragging, tearing, crying, ripping itself, destroyed
There's always time for one last time
As it pulls you in
Another failed attempt at life
Another loss, you win
This is a humanity death
Is this the only way?
Is this how you treat yourself?
Every single day
Told a truth that was a lie
Complicit in your own abuse
Complicit in your own abuse
Inside yourself you never shut up
Tales of grief that fuck you up