cold apple pie.

Been feeling a lot
I can't help my thoughts
They strangle my mind
It's so damn sublime
I think I need help this time
Goddamn this pain inside,
It's failing to reside
Such cold apple pie
I was told don't pay it no mind
That people always walk in so blind
Been beginning to think I am invisible
I've been laying face down to cry at night
but nothing ever seems to leave my eyes
Been feeling a lot
I can't help my thoughts
They strangle my mind
It's so damn sublime
I think I need help this time
Goddamn this pain inside,
It's failing to reside
Such cold apple pie
Got a text from my dad then
Dropped my phone on the ground, couldn't take it
Someone put the cuffs on now before I lose myself
Started thinkin' 'bout my ex I think I'm faded
"When the depression and anxiety come along,
You think part of it's with depression
It's like it's just bloody endurance
It's like you get up
And you work through the next hour
You try to stay on track
You try to implement your strategic plans"
Been feeling a lot
I can't help my thoughts
They strangle my mind
It's so damn sublime
I think I need help this time
Goddamn this pain inside,
It's failing to reside
Such cold apple
"You know, when the depressed person thinks
And this is probably the worst part it
The depressed person thinks everywhere I look,
It's nothing but a catastrophe
I can't see any way out of it,
I can't see any path forward whatsoever
And then they think as well
And maybe it's the combination of these
Two thoughts that really make people suicidal
It's hopeless, it isn't going to get any better
No matter where I turn there's no escape,
The suffering is unbearable and
I'm absolutely no use whatsoever to anyone"