to be loved

Let me in I will
Bleed into you
Can you hate what looks exactly like you
It doesn't hurt when I break
To fit the rigid space you gave
Let me take on the
Shape of your bones
If you're a garden I will decompose
To feed you

This isn't love
But how can it not be
Cause what does two becoming one mean
If not me dying to love you

Muses don't speak they sit silently
And so will I if you'll just love me
Break me down and build me up
Mold me into what you can love

This isn't love
But how can it not be
Cause what does two becoming one mean
If not me dying to love you

It's not your fault that I'm so happy
To assume the identity you assigned to me
I present an empty page
Let you fill in all the blanks
I memorized it

You held my hand while I held the key
And locked out all those parts of me
And I hate that, I hate that part of me
That feels that it can't just be
To be loved