Happy

Ask me if I’m happy
I don’t know
If it is a place we need to go

Ask me if I’m happy
I don’t care
Maybe I’d be happy if you disappear
Maybe I’d be happy if you give me drugs
Drugs can make a fuck last all night long
But nothing makes me happy about getting off
Reaching for the saddest little cloth
Reaching for the water on the sill
Water with the saddest little film

Ask me if I’m happy
What does it mean?
I’ll tell you that I am if you tell me I’m dreaming
Wake up in a place I’ve never been
Wake up to a face I’ve never seen
Wake up with the purest sense of being
Wake up to a woman that isn’t screaming

Ask me if I’m happy
La la la
Happy is a pill for the faint of hearts
Happy is a place in the dark
Yeah you know it is

Ask me if I’m happy one more time
I’ll give you a reply if you give me your eye
Leave you with an itty bitty hole
Well it’s nothing like the one inside my soul
It’s nothing like the canyon of my heart
Well at least I got some room to fall apart

Ask me if I’m happy I’ll tell you what
Happy is a diamond in the rough
Happy it ain’t enough
Oh you know it ain’t