I Wish

I wish I could sing in key every time
Record a single track without using Melodyne
Adjust my vocals like I adjust
Everything my callus hands have touched

I wish I could drive right off this cliff
Every time I dealt with stressful shit
Fly away like I was ET
Fly away just so I can breathe

I wish I could love without anxiety
Oh my past it hurts baby can you just lay with me
Here in this grass and
Forget my past
Help me just get past all the little things I fear

I wish I stronger but I am not
Over eat to gain the pounds I have lost
Back in high school I took all those pills
Almost died just to realize I'm ill

I wish I could take back all the pain
To the people I met back in my days
Only 24 but yet I feel old
Living life fast finally took its toll