Buried My Pain

[Verse 1:]
Searchin for my path, got finite options
With each day, I dream about new beginin's
Destiny calls my name, I use my time
Organizin' my story, figurin' out what ryhmes
I'm filled with ambition, just doin' me
Writin' whats on my mind, all I do is believe'
I was blind, ignorin' the inner me
But as of now, all I can do is see
I'm not daredevil, with special heightin' senses
But I do believe , in the sense of second chances
With my newfound self, I throw out what i desire
While carefully concealin', my inner fire

[Hook:]x2
Day by day, year by year
I have held up every single tear
Not givin' in, I got future plans
I don't care if they don't understand
Got moves to take, that I know
In my head, just goin' with the flow
Reachin' towards the sky, I'm just gonna retain
My wanderin self, as I buried my pain

[Verse 2:]
Dreamin' of a better life, which I still hold onto
So many questions, are sprialin' through
Like if i get there, what will i do?
Within my soul, I'm ready for somethin' new
Puttin' aside others, and focused on myself
I'm done with emotions, I'm takin' my own route
Constant confliction everyday, givin' a constant headache
Waitin' for things to change, cause I'm just filled with hate
If I ever had kids, i promised myself I would stand by them
Unlike my Dad, i will pick up the pieces, and get to know them
I fear that I'm the mirrored image, of the one that I fear
Will I be a liar, a cheater, I really want to be sincere

[Hook:]x2
Day by day, year by year
I have held up every single tear
Not givin' in, I got future plans
I don't care if they don't understand
Got moves to take, that I know
In my head, just goin' with the flow
Reachin' towards the sky, I'm just gonna retain
My wanderin self, as I buried my pain