When I Wake

Wakin’ up, and I’m still fri-i-ied
Bakin’ up, with some random shit
Screen, silk, behind it hi-i-i-ide
Burning, fire, heart, it li-i-i-it
Nitrous I inhale, maybe I’ll kill my brain away
Maybe I will perish in my sleep hope to not live another day
I want to rot alone, will you please not call my phone
Let me die by myself, slowly evaporate my health
I want to rot
To rot, rot away
Don’t let me see another day
Just go away (Yuh, woah)
Pop pills and mix drugs, I said I wouldn’t fuck it up
Hurting whom I care and love
Inevitable it was
I can’t think I black out
I’m no longer here
I’m spaced out I air out
I’m no longer here
I cut you off, I cuss you out
Say things that I don’t mean
I push you out, toss you away
See you another day
There is nothing lеft to say
How can I fix you
How can I fix I
I am only one guy
This void I have openеd up
Opened no close foreseen
This void fill with my cup
Filled with pills and special green
I hate myself for who I am
More-so what I have become
I don’t know, I can’t move
I can never be one
I rap, I cap, I paper stack
I trap, abundance stack my green
I build a stack, a pill, I crush it up and snort it I’m a fiend
There is no end foreseen
There is no end foreseen
I’m stuck inside an endless cycle, cry and then I go and fiend
I peak, I fall
I peak, I fall
Forever these highs and lows
Soothe myself I should, maybe go find a new bitch to blow
Just wait til’ I up and go
Just wait until I up and go
Just wait when I go up and glow
Just wait when I go up and I glow (Bitch)