Agony

Make it clean, make it lean, make it decorated
Line it up, all in pairs, make it orchestrated
I'm a sucker for symmetry
Lock the door, what it's for, it's not complicated
Give the key, just to me, I'm not devastated
I'm a sucker for privacy

I'm a sucker for harmony
Chaos did never work for me
I'm in control of heart and soul
I'm a sucker for harmony
I'm a sucker for harmony
Let me show you my agony
You'll understand what I have planned
I'm a sucker for harmony

Another day that I've been on retreat
Another day to recover
Another task that I'll never complete
The day we prey on each other
The day I'll come to my senses
You make me lose it all again
And I fall into pieces
I think you'll never understand

Scrub your feet, wash your hands, make them disinfected
Don't come near, don't stay here
Don't feel disconnected
I'm a sucker for purity
Don't drink this, don't eat that
Only if it's heated
Please refrain from the stain
It just has been treated
I'm a sucker for decency

Another day that I've been under the siege
Another day to discover
My holy grail, it is never complete
And so I feed on another
The day I'll jump all the fences
Is the day when I lose it all
When I'm down on my knees yet
I've nowhere left to fall