Where I Need to Be

I won't be around to say goodbye
I guess we should have known this
There's so much more we still have to try

I'm not where I need to be
You meant everything to me

You don't have to notice to know this

You know I had to
It's hard to tell you what I want to
And I can't save you
It's hard to break through

I know I'm not where I need to be
I see you meant everything to me

I still feel so lost
But I'll do what I must
Unwind these tangled thoughts
Clear these bones of rust