It's not Toxic

I want you to love me like you hate me sometimes
I want it to hit me like your favourite punch line
It's not toxic
The way you feel
It's not perfect
We hurt, we heal
When every light is green I'll be on the way
Mm babe you said "you up?"
Yeah you wide awake
Don't fake it, if you hate it
Then say it, oh baby
Don't fake it, if you hate it
Then say it, oh baby
I want you to love me like you hate me sometimes
I want it to hit me like your favourite punch linе
It's not (its not) toxic (toxic)
The way (the way) you feel (you feel)
It's not (it's not) perfect (perfect)
Wе hurt (we hurt), we heal
No matter what, baby
I back it up, baby
Yeah, just so you know it's real
No matter what, baby
I love you enough, baby
To acknowledge everything you feel
Is it too good to be true?
Why's it perfect with you?
Perfect don't even exist
Is it so good that it's bad?
Why do I struggle with that?
Afraid that it's not gonna last
Give me a panic attack
Help me cause I'm falling
Oh no not again
I always lose my balance
When I'm on the fence
Oh no not again
I want you to love me like you hate me sometimes
(It's not) It's not (toxic) toxic
The way you feel (the way that you feel)
It's not (baby) perfect
We hurt (we hurt) we heal