ground zero

I ain't complaining,
This the life that i chose,
I know it will make sense,
But right now you won't know,
It's a mystery,
The pain that is deep within,
Hard to discover,
As it is to recover,
Starting from ground zero,
Feels like i'm in the unknown again,
It's supposed to be my upcoming,
But i dont know whats coming
Everyday i feel uncomfortable,
Trying to make u feel comfortable,
Don't know what's possible,
Anymore
Passive aggressive,
Never meant to say more than i'm supposed to,
I allowed myself to let go,
I was on auto-controlled,
Right outside my room,
By the edge of the hallway,
Looking at the city scape,
Thinking of my own escape,
Had me dissociative,
When u don't understand,
I can't play pretend,
Like i'm the best you have,
Starting from ground zero,
Feels like i'm in the unknown again,
It's supposed to be my upcoming,
But i dont know whats coming
Everyday i feel uncomfortable,
Trying to make u feel comfortable,
Don't know what's possible,
Anymore
Passive aggressive,
Never meant to say more than i'm supposed to,
I allowed myself to let go,
I was on auto-controlled,
Auto-controlled,
Auto-controlled,
I allowed myself to let go,
I was on auto-controlled,