Palpable I Am

[it’s 3:52 am & it’s getting weird… I feel a change within my body…
It’s like a complete metamorphosis you know…my face’s turning into someone else’s…
My bones ache & my voice is changing…
My hands are getting out of shape & everything is turning upside down inside me…
I feel my dck getting within my body & my chest is burning from inside…
It’s like something is about to be born…I mean within me…
I’m so terrified…
Sometimes I dream about myself making love to my own body…
That’s so fucking real, so intense…I can’t understand…
It’s rеally terrifying…
& when I wake up at dawn I’m in total chaos &
I can see that my tеars & my sperm have stained the sheet & made it all translucent…
I can’t understand this change…& I wonder :
“am I still palpable? Am I still palpable?”]
Terrified I am
Redefining myself…
Terrified I am
Could you please
CORE ME OUT… PLEASE…
Terrified I am now…
It’s time to grow
Wake me up…
(my word is) never…