Absent

Is there ever really too much time to spend
With people that we love
Or is that just some platitude we tell ourselves
When we haven't done enough

It seems that I've consumed all of the time I had to lose
And I feel awful I really do
But this couldn't be further from the truth

I think about you all the time
I want you to know that you are on my mind
Even in dreams I see the inescapable reality
If I could relive if I
Could try
Again
One more time with feeling
One more time with feeling

It's a poor excuse but honestly
It wasn't you I was just lost
Trapped in my anxiety I spent my life
With no thought of the cost

Now that I've consumed all the time I had to choose
The choice has been made for me again
At least I kind of got there in the end

I think about you all the time
I want you to know that you are on my mind
Even in dreams I see the inescapable reality
If I could relive if I
Could try
Again
One more time with feeling
One more time with feeling

You've got one foot on the other side
You're moving down the tunnel towards the light
Already half way out the door
Please look back over your shoulder and say goodbye

I think about you all the time
I want you to know that you are on my mind
Even in dreams I see the inescapable reality
If I could relive if I
Could try
Again
One more time with feeling
One more time with feeling