two-way trip to heaven

It's been a month but I'm still in the same week
I'm not insane just been kinda lazy
I don't care you can call me crazy
It don't faze me at all
On a good night anxiety's a maybe
But I'm still hearing voices on the daily
I'll talk but the memories are hazy
Interrogations don't work
Let's take a two-way trip to heaven
Split this pill drink to eleven
Blame mistakes on adolescence
I'm done learning lessons
Let's leave this world just for a second
Hit this 'wood and make confessions
That we're already forgetting
Before tonight ends
Come on let's let it all go
I'm sick of keeping secrets
Cause I got seven missed calls
And they're all from my demons
I think I'll take my sanity
Over any sobriety
Cause what I'm tryna escape from's
Slowly killing me
Let's take a two-way trip to heaven
Split this pill drink to eleven
Blame mistakes on adolescence
I'm done learning lessons
Let's leave this world just for a second
Hit this 'wood and make confessions
That we're already forgetting
Before tonight ends
Why waste your time with fake euphoria
The intrusive thoughts are so much better for ya
Why waste your time with fake euphoria
Sorry hold the phone cause the devil's calling
Ya
Let's take a two-way trip to heaven
Split this pill drink to eleven
Blame mistakes on adolescence
I'm done learning lessons
Let's leave this world just for a second
Hit this 'wood and make confessions
That we're already forgetting
Before tonight ends