Romeo and Juliet
Why the medicine don't ever seem to take the pain away
I'm always stuck inside my head I'm prayin' every fuckin day
I wake up in the morning thinkin' this can't be the life for me
I think I might be Romeo, livin' in a tragedy
I had a Juliet, but she don't want no part of me
There's so much I regret, but I can't let It bother me
I gave her all my heart, she tore it all apart
She knew she didn't love me so she left me in the dark
I'm stuck inside this cycle where my heart is hanging out to bleed
I gotta patch it up
Maybe with a little weed
But all these drugs inside my body just might end my life today
And if it don't, I hope it won't, so I gotta pray
Why do all these people walk into my life to run away
And where did all people go that said that they'll forever stay
No longer have a sleeve, I'm left alone to grieve
All because I never thought you'd be the one to leave
Every day I'm fightin' in my head, how much can I take
Every day I'm fightin' over bread, how much can I make
All these people out here claiming love, but I know it's fake
Faker than the demons all these hoes claim they gotta face
So much time I've lost, they really got the best of me
I guess it's part of life, but they won't get the rest of me
I'm tired of the fuckin rain I can't keep runnin' from this pain
But my past will haunt me that's something that I can't contain
PTSD
The fatal symphony
I am the conductor yet I'm sitting in a seat
Going through the motions yeah I'm drownin' in the sea
Too much I can't handle so I'm drinkin' Hennessey
I'm stuck inside this cycle where my heart is hanging out to bleed
I gotta patch it up
Maybe with a little weed
But all these drugs inside my body just might end my life today
And if it don't, I hope it won't, so I gotta pray
Why do all these people walk into my life to run away
And where did all people go that said that they'll forever stay
No longer have a sleeve, I'm left alone to grieve
All because I never thought you'd be the one to leave
I'm thankful for my brothers, I would've been insane
So much in my life, and I don't know who to blame
I wanna live a happy life not dealing with toxicity
But all these hoes be mad when they can't use you for publicity
I'm settin' myself free, but you won't hear an elegy
I'm everything I need, not lookin' for no chemistry
Never liked to sit and mope so now my pockets full of hope
Set my goals high, you need to use a telescope
Maybe this feeling will lead me on to better ways
Maybe this feeling will last me only couple days
Whatever the case is I hope I can escape
The vicious cycle many of us deal with every day
I'm stuck inside this cycle where my heart is hanging out to bleed
I gotta patch it up
Maybe with a little weed
But all these drugs inside my body just might end my life today
And if it don't, I hope it won't, so I gotta pray
Why do all these people walk into my life to run away
And where did all people go that said that they'll forever stay
No longer have a sleeve, I'm left alone to grieve
All because I never thought you'd be the one to leave
Why the medicine don't ever seem to wipe the past away
I'm always stuck inside my head I thought this was the better way
I stay up in the night, thinking this can't be the life for me
I think I might be Romeo, livin in a tragedy