Losing Feeling

In my you wonder
Bolder and under
I know where, inside me
It's solely to reach me

I'm done longing
Where are you going?
I don't try, when I'm alone I
I take you down with me

Divine release me
It's buried beneath me
It's in a field of mud
It's so thick
You've had enough
You're losing feeling

And what you saw
Wonder where you are
When you went to sleep
Is that sinking feeling me?
Find me when you can
Tell me all your plans
I never meant to leave
How could I be so mean?
Find me when you can
Under your sedan
Living out my fear
Waste another year