Noodle, Pt. 1

Help me
I want to fade away
Candle
Blow it out for me
Choke me
Take my breath away
Pounding
stop it in my chest
Flowing
Cut my veins away
Take me
Give me the rest I need
Cut me
Slice every piece of me
Love me
And take away this pain

Living this anxiety
Is what brought me to think
I'm not a human being
I'm a monster bleeding from my veins
Devouring every chance of love
Than I can take
I need some drugs to feel empty
I need some chems in my bloodstream
Let me feel numb as I'm breathing
Don't chase me now cause I'm dying

Every step you take
Makes me feel so guilty

Help me
I want to fade away
Candle
Blow it out for me
Choke me
Take my breath away
Pounding
stop it in my chest
Flowing
Cut my veins away
Take me
Give me the rest I need
Cut me
Slice every piece of me
Love me
And take away this pain

He just had to die
When there was rain
And now I feel hopeless
When the water starts to drain
But you told me
I would repeat it anyway
So why?
Why do I have to feel this way?