L$D (Pain In Me)

[Verse]
I feel like death every morning
Let the tears pour in, yeah
I want them to cry for the pain in me
It's like nobody understands me
How am I standing on my damn feet?
I know you would be dead if you were me

It's not the first time that you said the last time
Don't need to deserve this, must've fucked up in my past life
It's not the first time you said it'd be the last night
Say you're never coming back, get rid of all that damn pride

I need a new beginning, I know my chances are thinning
I wanted this moment all my life, now I'm confused that I'm in it
I'm needing help and guidance, all I hear is silence
Pay for all my wrongdoings even if life is priceless
I can change the climate, I can clear your sinus
Keep on sleeping on me you'll get a sunburn in time man
That's how hot that I am, that they're now realizin'
I'm the hottest thing after what's above the horizon
Feel the temperature risin', when I'm getting behind it
Baby I fuck you so good I hope you leak over my leg
I don't know where my mind is, I don't know where the time went
Showed up to school everyday but I was so absent minded
Now I know where my lane is, and nobody can change this
No lame nigga, no lame bitch, baby just tryna make it
I don't know what I'm makin', they sleep on what I'm sayin'
Only time they gon' wake up's when they all at my wake and...

Don't you feel the pain in me?