Hold On! Stop Me!

It's the anniversary
Like first dates
Yo, I keep on fronting
Fuck I'm nervous today
The anniversary
What's there to say
Stop me in my tracks
I'll keep on fighting this thing

You could come back anytime
And I have no control over it oh
You have a mind of your own
You have a mind of your own
You have a mind of your own

Hold on
Stop me
Stop me
Stop me
Hold on
Can´t stop me

Oh bitch you're a virus
You left your markings
I'm only as brave as my diagnosis
Your words are gospel
Why you so preachy
I need a prototype at this moment
Oh bitch there are times I see ghosts
And it baffles me mostly
When I'm all alone in the middle of these four empty walls
With the stench of sickness, it's funny when they say look happy
I'm fighting been fighting will keep fighting
Don't tell me to smile, I'll smile when I feel happy
Hey God you are a beautiful lush woman
What are you trying to teach me?
I'm scratching my head, needing answers please
No app here, to keep me human
No idea where to from here then
I'm only trying to make timeless shit
Pity me, I'm a good one

Hold on
Stop me
Stop me
Stop me
Hold on
Can´t stop me

Keep me feeling restless
This push and pull
Going on for days
I don't believe in luck no
But I'm hoping for good luck today
Little pretty angels
I'm scared take my disease away
I'm done with feeling anxious
I won't take advantage of my days

It's the anniversary
Like first dates
Yo, I keep on fronting
Fuck I'm nervous today
The anniversary
What's there to say
Stop me in my tracks
I'll keep on fighting this thing

You could come back anytime
And I have no control over it oh
You have a mind of your own
You have a mind of your own
You have a mind of your own