Your Hand

The first time you laid your hand on me
I accepted your apology
You promised that you would never do it again
I believed you and now I'm paying
Always putting me down in front of everyone
And making me feel like shit
Always blaming me for anything that happens
I'm stuck I am your thing
And each time I say it's last hit before I leave
Yet I never do
I'm completely under your spell and under your hand
The second time you laid your hand on me
I threatened to move and packed my things
You crawled and cried saying you were sorry
I believed you and now I'm paying
Always putting me down in front of everyone
And making me feel like shit
Always blaming me for anything that happens
I'm stuck I am your thing
And each time I say it's last hit before I leave
Yet I never do
I'm completely under your spell and under your hand
All the next times you laid your hand on me
I thought you were right and that the problem was me
The hits got harder and harder
As my addiction grew stronger
Always putting me down in front of everyone
And making me feel like shit
Always blaming me for anything that happens
I'm stuck I am your thing
And each time I say it's last hit before I leave
Yet I never do
I'm completely under your spell and under your hand
Now I feel like it is the end
You took a knife and stabbed me in the chest
One last surge of anger
No you be sure that we're over
Never again will you make me feel like shit
Never again will I be your thing
This time I leave and for good
This time I leave and for good