I Need U (Like I Need A Hole In My Head)

Stuck in the dark
I'm trying to find
A place for my heart
Apart from my mind
I'm stuck where to start
Running out of time
Don't know how to belong
But don't know how to hide
Embody my idols without feeling spiteful
Can I envy my rivals on the road to survival
Controlled by emotions
I'm stuck with the notions
Afraid of the distance but scared to get closer
Infested inside my mind
It's slowly getting darker
Rejected form my timeline
Am I sinking in farther
Is this they way it's meant to be
This torture I feel
This darkness here was sent for me
To teach me how to feel

I need you like I need a hole in my head
This symphony of suffering will not let me rest
These voices inside won't sleep til I'm dead
Like the noose round my neck I still hang by a thread
I still hang by a

In the shadows we roam
In the dark we call home
We're never alone
In the cold monochrome
The most devastating secret is the worst one to know
The most celebrated victory is the hardest one to show
Hate is demonstrated
People segragated
Can't afford the payment
Isolated in this hell hole
Yeah

I need you like I need a hole in my head
This symphony of suffering will not let me rest
These voices inside won't sleep til I'm dead
Like the noose round my neck I still hang by a

Let it keep you company
Let destruction set you free
My flame lives in memory
History written in invisible ink
We've been so patient but patience ain't permanent
Goddess
Empty
Painted
Deep crimson
Stolen
Broken
Jaded
Coming undone
Temptress
My hand
Will never be
Heartless, I am
Heartless