The Only Way to Reach the Surface

(Outside)
How could I just write something about you ?
I spend my whole life underwater...
I was born inside the reflections of your faces,
And I never found any places for me.

(Inside)
Fall:
Falling with pride.
Extracting my flesh from yours,
Hiding myself in the dark.
And write:
Writing about ghost and fire
To find a spark in the chaosphere called Earth.

And you cried a lot...
But you smiled at every fight.
And the consequence
Is the end of all your tries.
And I'll do what's right
To give all of this a sense,
To take you to the highest
Tower of selfishness.

""And I always thought it was you
And Death could be the answer.
But I've got many things to do...
I'm frightened they're calling me again...""

But that's the truth about myself:
I swim, I swim, in the abyss...
And when I'm ready I chained my hands
In the deepest sadness I can fake.

(*Death, laughing*)
YOU'RE SO CLOSE !
YOU'RE SO PETRIFIED !

YOU'RE-THE-ON-LY-WAY-TO-REACH-THE-SURFACE.
YOU'RE-THE-ON-LY-WAY-TO-REACH-THE-SURFACE.
YOU'RE-THE-ON-LY-WAY-TO-REACH-THE-SURFACE.
YOU'RE-THE-ON-LY-WAY-TO-REACH-THE-SURFACE.

And I don't want to leave today.
They're calling me again.
And I'm still dancing like we were two.

(Outside)
And I've seen so many goodbyes...
For so many f***** reasons,
There's an (Inside) and an (Outside)
And I don't know what's the worst.
And my head is just a mess,
My thoughts: an old disaster
If one day I reach the surface
I know I will be stronger.
Cause you left me injured,
You left before the jump,
And I can't see an evolution,
And you can't feel the power of my eyes.

Cause I can see you dance.
And all the times I had to spend on you,
And my ego...
Your flesh, our friends and all your cries
Are buried with this beautiful lie
We called: You-And-Me.
But can't you...

SEE ! FLAMES !
THIS TOWN IS A COFFIN !
SEE ! THE FLAME !
THE ROOF IS FALLING TONIGHT.