PAST TENSE

[Verse 1: Vain]
Yo, let's get this out the way
Put it in the past tense
What would you say
If you saw your past regrets and mistakes
Listen to our songs, smoking on a J
And just let my brain regress
Before I let the pain progress
Take it from the kid that can't do anything write
It's so hard to let go and just go into the light
I've been under so much radar you can't see me at night
Drop the fuckin' match so we can let the gas light
Like you did in our last fight
You stopped thinkin' 'bout me after that night
Together for two years and then I open up my eyes
Tell how you'vе been on my mind for the past five
I know it's supposed to bе different this time
But I know also that you don't care enough
But yeah, that's fine
You used to tell me I was cute when I didn't feel it
Yeah girl, I denied
Probably said the same thing to that dude when you seen him
Bitch you lied
But fuck it, I just put that in the past tense
Time keeps running on a track
Like Benny up in the trap
Supported all of my dreams
You even told me that I should rap
Supposed to drop an album
But we canceled that collab, scrapped
Sittin' sippin' whis' in my room
Alone just me and Mac
And Joji and Post and Hobo
Thought you would know me the most
When you don't though
Went to that concert with the bro-bro
Hung out and drove around with the dope smoke
Adapt to their personas but I just wanna be Joe most
One of them fucked with you and I aired his ass out
Check his FB page and that shit was blacked out
Check his FB page and that shit was blacked out

[Verse 2: Vain]
Like me, losing the fight to the beverage
Like me, losing the friends that I hemorrhage
Lost you as the light and the leverage to keep on going
We would fight and then we'd fuck
Like we weren't remembering
But like the theme for FRIENDS by The Rembrandts
I'll be there for you when the rain starts to fall
I still see you in my dreams, relive picking up the dog
Thinking about you to these beats, you give me that brain fog
It's not even just the weed, we've been apart now so long
We were together 131 weeks
How can I be normal after all of that went wrong?
How can I still be so weak when I need to just be strong?
How can I murder these beats when it comes to all of these songs?
And how can I keep my head up when I can't even move on?

[Outro: Her Shithead Baby Daddy]
Here to get my first tattoo
It's gonna be in honor
Of the one I'm gonna keep with me
For the rest of my life
I can't live a life without her
I realize that
She's a pain in the ass
But I love her