Selfish

Why are we lying awake, it's three in the morning
Tell me, why do I feel like this conversation is slowly suffocating me?
I've always treated you with honesty
I know I'm not flawless, I don't pretend to be
It hurts me just as much when I can't let you forget what's bothering me
Cause I know you're not the same
So why'd you keep reminding me
Why'd you keep reminding me
Yeah I know you're not the same
So why'd you keep reminding me
Why'd you keep reminding me
In every tiny anomaly
I honestly can't seem to breathe
I've been trying to get you back to me
Cause as much as we don't like to admit
Loving is selfish
Much like a death wish
I've never longed for having eyes on me
But there's something about you that I just can't reach
And it's driving me crazy
Am I being selfish?
Am I being selfish?
And now I watch you in your sleep
You never woke I was just talking to myself
Maybe the problem's in my head
One has the right to change oneself after all
Yeah I know you're not the same
Believe me it hurts when you keep reminding me
That you're not who you used to be
I know you're not the same, not the same
So why'd you keep reminding me
Why'd you keep reminding me
In every tiny anomaly
I honestly can't seem to breathe
I've been trying to get you back to me
Cause as much as we don't like to admit
Loving is selfish
Much like a death wish
I've never longed for having eyes on me
But there's something about you that I just can't reach
And it's driving me crazy
Am I being selfish?
Am I being selfish?