I’m going to die here

[Verse 1]:
Believe me, I want to tell you
How I really feel
But I get this feeling
If I could teleport from here
I'd have no one I'd want to go to

[Chorus]:
I'm going to die here
Have to pay me to lie here
Responsibility
Doesn't exactly appeal to me
This place has me by the throat
A sprawling valley that no one knows
I don't want you beside me
Only want you to lie with me

[Verse 2]:
The space in between my neck and my head
Where a cesspit meets an eye-sore
Will remain dry until I die
Everyone says you'll fall for anything
So what am I doing wrong?

[Chorus]:
I'm going to die here
Have to pay me to lie here
Responsibility
Doesn't exactly appeal to me
I wonder if my last words will be heard
My last day turned into the third
I don't want you beside me
Only want you to lie with me