...Overthinking... (feat. Alex Marie Brinkley)

I lost my mind when I was seventeen...
And everyday... I lose another piece of me...
Hard to explain... dealing with the misery...
Psychologically... these people can't relate to me...

A different breed, we don't see the same things
So how am I supposed to vent when it's only me...
I know depression runs deep in my family...
So much pain inside but I won't ever speak...

The truth is... sometimes... I don't feel alive...
Feel like I'm searching for something that I'll never find...
And that thing called trust burned me several times...
That's why my feelings are gone and covered up with pride...

Stuck with all these dark ideas...
From a mental standpoint, man I can't even see ya...

I really lost my mind... but it's cool overthinking was a waste of my time

I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
Repeating, repeating
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
They never, they never end

When mic turns on man the pressure is on...
But by the time I drop a line... Man the pressure is gone...
I would never live a lie, try to right my wrongs...
Recognize that I'm human... with immortal thoughts...

Without my mental... These lyrics would be simple...
Was meant to to spit knowledge before I picked up a pencil...
Lost all my feelings... no room for sentimental...
I saw potential... the music was essential...

Deteriorating, I feel myself fading...
Is in my Time to go? Will I really make it?
They say I'm so young... I should feel amazing...
But Instead... I'm mentally draining...

Trapped in all these dark ideas...
From a mental standpoint, man I still can't see ya...

I really lost my mind... but it's cool overthinking was a waste of my time

I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
Repeating, repeating
I'm overthinking again, these words inside of my head
They never, they never end