Secret (feat. EzDaGoat)

Can I tell you a secret, yeah
I been overthinking feeling sad and feeling dumb
They said I should be happy cause the money that I thumb
But I can't even feel it cause a nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb, don't know what I want
I used to wanna blow up then I seen what that shit done
I used to want a future but that shit might never come
I used to wanna do it for my girl but that bitch gone
Immune to the pain, I can't even feel hurt no more
I don't even wanna be on earth no more
I don't even feel like I got worth no more
Depressed off a xan on my bathroom floor, yeah
Can I tell you a secret, yeah
I been overthinking feeling sad and feeling dumb
They said I should be happy cause the money that I thumb
But I can't even feel it cause a nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
I'm just tryna numb the pain like my name is juice
He got a new girl but she fucking the crew
Just came from the store and I got myself some shoes
I should be happy with everything I got, yeah
All the pain and suffering, yeah, I haven't forgot, yeah
People think I won but I actually lost a lot
Of people along the way
It's killing me everyday
Please take the pain away, can't believe we lost so many this soon
You got me outside staring at the moon
Talking to myself but I'm reaching out
To you
Don't know what I'm about to do
Laying in my bathtub, blood dripping on the top
I been hiding all of this, don't want y'all to think I'm wild
I've been keeping this secret to myself for a while
Can I tell you a secret, yeah
I been overthinking feeling sad and feeling dumb
They said I should be happy cause the money that I thumb
But I can't even feel it cause a nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb
A nigga feeling numb