Parasite

Every night before I sleep I feel
It crawl under my skin
Is it hate? Is it guilt?
Is my patience wearing thin?
Anxiety is always on my mind, but I
Can't let the panic get my back
Cause in this mattress close my
Eyes and then I disappear
I can't let nobody know
Why I don't like being home
I can't let nobody know
Why I have no self-control
I can't share my weakness to the world
Cause I know how that goes
Every time I meet somebody
I can't tell if friend or foe
I'm finally getting recognition
Now they wanna fuck with me
But I can't fuck with that
Because that mindset is so fucking weak
Bitch, I did this shit all on my own and
So can you, but you don't wanna grind
You'd rather spend your time in my inbox
Bitch watch, mad at me
Just hit me when that diss drops
Missed shots
Focus you've been looking at me crisscross
Tiptop, where I'm looking down
At the fuckboys
Fuckboy, hope that nine to five
Is what you want, bitch
Tough shit, want it bad as
Me then you would quit, bitch
Flip shit, every time you see me in yo city
Boy pretty boy, fuck up out my
Face or feel my rage, bitch
Apeshit, how I snap on anybody fake shit