breathe

I ran into her yesterday
I'm grieving still, I hate the pain
I asked her if she was ok
She told me that she felt the same

It hurt me just to walk away
But it hurt me more if I still stayed
I wanted just to tell her wait
That everything would be ok

I don't wanna know what I'm missing
Cause I don't wanna know what we could be
And maybe that's the point but I don't care Cause if I could make you see
I don't really know if I could breathe
If you didn't make it with me

It hurt me to look in your eyes
And on my walls they felt like lies
Lost everything that I could see
When you didn't make it with me

To tell her that I feel alone
To tell her that I'm missing home
And said I want her on my own
But couldn't block you on my phone

It hurt me just to walk away
But it hurt me more if I still stayed
I wanted just to tell her way
That everything would be ok

I don't wanna know what I'm missing
Cause I don't wanna know what we could be
And maybe that's the point but I don't care Cause if I could make you see
I don't really know if I could breathe
If you didn't make it with me

And if you wanna play me, expect me to be angry
But I don't understand why you'd ever even date me
Said you needed time, I'm the only one that's waiting
How did I forget that you're only ever crazy

Said that I know, just you alone Hours and hours on the phone, moments I hold
All of the memories we see feel like I'm at home
I don't even know where we would go
If you weren't one that I'd run to at the end of the road

I don't wanna know what I'm missing
Cause I don't wanna know what we could be
And maybe that's the point but I don't care Cause if I could make you see
I don't really know if I could breathe
If you didn't make it with me