Dedication

I've been so far I can't take it
Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted
This for the times I was close and erased it
I guess that its time that I faced it
Sometimes I just wanna break shit
Leave and hop up in my space ship
Seeing my dream but cant chase it
Smoking like its medication
Killing these tracks
I think I just need a vacation yea
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation no
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation ho

Feeling like fuck 'em like fuck all my rivalries
Dis is the internet there is no privacy
Stuck in this space like this shits an odyssey
There is no modesty in me cause honestly
I'm just the epitome a of killer mc
That's steadily killing the beat
Description is key
If I could get 'em to see
This shits entirely me
I never had any help
Just had to tighten my belt
Had to go off in the woods with a stick and stone
But then I came back wit a pelt
I was just playing the cards I was dealt
Nobody cares, like, "fuck how I felt"
All of these problems wit no one to tell
Feels like I'm dieng but then why the fuck am I living in hell
No one to pick me up if I fell
No one to hear me as loud as I yell
Death or be stuck in a fuckin cell
Cant tell whether its fake or for real
For real I'm just shooting the shit
I hope I don't miss I'm telling this
It is what it is, its not what it was
You killing my buzz, you get it in blood

I've been so far I cant take it
Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted
This for the times I was close and erased it
I guess that its time that I faced it
Sometimes I just wanna break shit
Leave and hop up in my space ship
Seeing my dream but cant chase it
Smoking like its medication
Killing these tracks
I think I just need a vacation yea
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation no
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation ho

How can I stop this its part of me
Excuse you, then fuck 'em, then pardon me
I'm living my life so don't bother me
Killing 'em off slit the artery
I outta be into playing the lottery
But honestly I'm just living my life
You see how I look
I look like real fathers be
Painting my pic just like artist scene
That music's my soul its that heart in me
Yea I got demons, I battle 'em constantly
Like I was Constantine
Its written in prophecy
Mocking me was just rocketry
Look down I couldn't possibly
I got this new policy
Where has it gotten me?
Where am I at now?
Holding my ground never gone back down
Competition just gets slapped round
Yea I run a lap you get lapped out
Arm bar but they tapped out
My reps up watch me flex out
Arms up with the techs out yea
Haters mad but I'm next out

I've been so far I cant take it
Been thinkin all of my time has been wasted
This for the times I was close and erased it
I guess that its time that I faced it
Sometimes I just wanna break shit
Leave and hop up in my space ship
Seeing my dream but cant chase it
Smoking like its medication
Killing these tracks
I think I just need a vacation yea
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation no
I think this is called dedication yea
I cant take no fucking vacation ho