deep july

Nothing changes after all
Roll the dice
It's all that's left
Maybe I'm hallucinating
Or maybe it's just a phase
To wanna see outer space
But I know better for myself
I won't play a game thats unsolvable
Unsolvable
It's hard to pretend like nobody cares
I still remember when we there
And I
I sit and cry
When it's deep July
Hover while I slip away
Into the lights
I wish not to see
Forged a lie til you consumed me
So tell it for what it is
There's something about the bliss
But I know better for myself
I won't play a game thats unsolvable
Unsolvable
Its' hard to pretend like nobody cares
I still remember when we there
And I
I sit and cry
Cause its deep July
Climb overboard cause nobody else
Is able to see the way
My mind works, sometimes I don't see myself
In waters so deep and blue
How many times did I have to share
The paths into my world
Over the mountains, the crowns and the jewels
That you choose to bury me with
I know better for myself
I won't play a game thats unsolvable
Unsolvable
It's hard to pretend like nobody cares
I still remember when were there
And I
I sit and cry
Cause its deep July