My Aftermath

Will you hear me out?
You'll see then
I had a reason
Why are you always there to save me?
You know I'll do it again
We can keep running in circles
Until you realize this
My life is mine alone to take

The colors you think you see
They all look grey to me

When the butterflies in the stomach
Turn out to be lacerations
This time let's see the aftermath
Of rat poison

Betray me by bringing me back
To the hell I tried to escape
Deny me thе warmth of the light
At the end of thе tunnel
Why do you always try to stop me?
You know I'll never change my mind
This time I'll hurt me to hurt you
To show just how much I hate you
My life is mine alone to take

The colors you think you see
They all look grey to me
Stop trying to paint my world
Why can't you just leave me be?

When the butterflies in the stomach
Turn out to be lacerations
It's time to see the aftermath
Of rat poison

These colors you think you see
They always looked grey to me

If you hear me out
You'll see then
I have a reason