The Gray Zone

I've got two eyes and a nose and a mouth, but that's about the only thing I can tell you right now about myself
Mind took a trip out of town but left my body curled up on the ground
Must've got lost on its way back or maybe it finally decided that it wasn't coming back
Why am I okay with that

Rambling on with no emotion
Heart drifting like the waves in the ocean
Can't even get myself to put on lotion
Because the simplest tasks feel like the biggest motions
I'm so tired
And I can't seem to feel inspired
Got all these ideas and no desire
Wish this wasn't the way I was wired

I'm just drifting through the gray zone
Waiting for the colors to come back
I stay awake though
Remembering the times not dressed in black
I'm hiding in the shadows
I'm not like this and I'm not like that
I'm just waiting for one of me to come back

Let me feel anger, sadness, and glad
Love and everything that comes along with that
Amnesia
I'm feeling cold as the freezer
Well, while I wait for myself to thaw out
I have to be careful and keep a watch out
So I don't go crazy
Lunatic or lazy
I just want to be beautiful and feel all the colors
I want to be excited about all the things to discover
I'm not sure what happens, but I forget what life is like
I just want to feel something
But right now, it's nothing

I'm just drifting through the gray zone
Waiting for the colors to come back
I stay awake though
Remembering the times not dressed in black
I'm hiding in the shadows
I'm not like this and I'm not like that
I'm just waiting for one of me to come back

This is life in the gray zone
In monotone
I'm just drifting through the gray zone

I'm just drifting through the gray zone
Waiting for the colors to come back
I stay awake though
Remembering the times not dressed in black
I'm hiding in the shadows
I'm not like this and I'm not like that
I'm just waiting for one of me to come back