A Night With No Moon

My feelings are in their curfew
And I don’t know if that’s bad or good
My heart yearns for the fire inside
And my eyes wish it won’t make them blind

I need to change my ways
Take responsibility
And I wonder
How long it’s gonna take
When am I the victim?
When am I to blame?
The space is just too thin
But if I let it be
I’ll never leave this place

Sometimes I feel I’m in a downward spiral
With the illusion of staying still
Nothing changes
But when I open my eyes
I’m down down down down down

I need to change my ways
Take responsibility
And I wonder
How long it’s gonna take
When am I the victim?
When am I to blame?
The space is just too thin
But if I let it be
I’ll never leave this place

This melancholy feels kinda good
And the stars are so damn warm
The silence alone is filling up the room
And as I walk I feel light
Like if I jumped I’d fly
But I sit here and swoon
Just another night with no Moon
Just another night with no Moon

I need to change my ways
Take responsibility
And I wonder
How long it’s gonna take
When am I the victim?
When am I to blame?
The space is just too thin
But if I let it be
I’ll never leave this place