Evolution

If I could tell you what you mean to me and that I'm sorry
I'd probably pass
Leave the past in the past
Where do you go when there's no place to call home?
When you're on the way but on the wrong road?
I just spent two hours staring at a T.V. screen
Could somebody please tell me what it really means and that I'm better off?
Oh, how I love when you say that I'm better off
I know I shouldn't, but I wish that I was dead and gone
I might as well be anyway
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place
I wake up every day and I wonder "what would Mom say"?
And I don't wanna listen to what the fuck my heart say
I went for evolution and I know that I just don't change, or maybe I can't