Less Joy
Pearl Rennial
I hide inside of desire
Not with you
Against you
I hide my love from view
Ballooned
My heart
No contact
Like lilacs
My senses defenseless
I hide my love
I’m blue
Why can’t I be someone like you?
Don’t wanna be your ingenue
To experience less joy
Would be worth not feeling bad
Or so much sorrow
To be hollow
What part of me can be gone?
Over being a pawn
I’d give up all my feelings of yellow
Tell me what I would need to do
I know I may sound green
But I mean every word
‘cause my world is crumbling fast
Around me
I hide my love
I’m blue