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I'm just gonna talk about
Like, you know, just like things on my mind
And it's like, it's gonna be ok
You know, like, all of the things that I feel from making this project

I didn't know what to talk about
It's me and the piano at 3 am half drunk
Yeah good things take time
But it's hard to keep pushing when you don't see the finish line
Ever
I'm waiting for your call, like ever
The summer's short. The winter's longer.
Yeah, I'm going through it.
Sprinting
Hoping
Waiting

All the people who've wronged me
Now somehow own a part of me
I'm forever on the journey to prove
The journey to lose
Are you proud of me
The feeling of inadequacy
It haunts me, devours me
I don't have the courage
to be a nobody
I pray incessantly

Yeah, cuz like I've told you
How I feel things like a meteoroid storm
Like it hits me from all directions
It's not just like one emotion
There's like layers
It's like everything, everywhere, coming at me

Will things ever get better
It's me and your words that cover up my mouth
I don't know since when I started to walk with my arms crossed
However
My thoughts keep me warm, like ever
Half the people I loved last winter
I don't know anymore
Maybe I've never

How much is too much
How little is not enough
I don't know what's yours and what's mine
I don't know anything these times

Watching the trains howling by
I'm late to class and fucking sleep-deprived
I learned that goodbyes don't mean a thing
If you only knew me, like you didn't even know me
I'm passing all these places I know
But no, I only feel like a shadow
Bursting out of my body
We all déjà vu vicariously

And lastly, I pray
This project
Brings me success
Because
For once
I really need some good things in my life