Times Tables

Time to face the fact that time is moving on, with or without me
I'm bending my spine, I hope that I can realign

All the things I thought I start to contradict
The different things that make me tick melt in my mind

I hope that something sticks to me hopefully

I don't wanna die here
I don't wanna die here alone

I don't wanna die here
I don't wanna die here alone

Haven't been smoking while my teeth rot here inside my face
Haven't been drinking while my teeth rot here inside my face
But I've been creeping while my teeth rot here inside my face
But I've been sleeping while my teeth rot here inside my face

When I finally look around, my feet stuck to the ground

I think it's finally time for change

Go to work, then to sleep, wake up early, shower, eat and repeat while I daydream of the things that I didn't do
'Cause I try, and I fail and when I do, I think of everyone else, of the times where I knew the taste of defeat

Twenty-four hour days, it's not enough to keep the monsters at bay, let alone try to find a bit of relief
Disbelief, bittersweet, there's not a thing to say to keep it discreet
I've got time, only time, and it's ticking by