GONNA BE OK

Hook:
If I never felt love,
It would never be the same.
If I start to fall back down.
That'd be okay.

And I need you right by my side.
Would you wanna be my ride or die?
Gonna be okay.
We're gonna be okay.

Verse 1:
Felt the need to explore,
Coming to the city, wasn't risky before.
Schemin' chasing dreams,
From the Bronx to the Queens,
Seems, like everyone I meet is Mobbin' Deep in New York.

Try to pick up the phone,
Swallow my pride, mind is racing it shows,
Hope you understand, plans changing, I go.
I never would have left, if there was ever a hope.

And I'm on-board a sinking ship, cause I just wish that you were here.
Fear is taking over, controlling my whole career.
Know the situation, I just wish that it was different,
If I didn't think I'd make it, then I'd take the plane to visit. Ey.

But I'm just sitting alone,
You never need to tell me, girl it already shows,
Now we're growing older, it's the same as before,
If we never speak, I want you to know...

Verse 2:
I ain't even sad, that it never worked out.
I'm just kinda mad that you're pushing me out.
I get compatibility, but everything was real to me.
Silly, that I thought that we were friends, I guess it's news to me.

I mean I felt a connection,
You told me the same thing, but changed the direction.
Remember feeling bad when I was cutting you off?
I wanted all or nothing, guess I wasn't far off.

We could never be friends, cause you just lack the commitment.
A moment in my life, understood by the distance.
I wish this was just a limited time, definitive lines,
Laid out, made up your mind. Yeah.

But I'm just sitting at home,
You never need to tell me, girl I'm letting you go,
Now we're growing older, it's the same as before,
We will never speak, I'm letting you know

Verse 3:
Forget emotions, girl this ain't me.
But when it's coming to you, somehow I couldn't breathe.
See I've been thinkin' bout the past and what we couldn't be,
I looked you in your eyes, tried to connect something deep.
I couldn't sink.

See I told you, when we're older, those feelings could grow up with us,
Admitted that the first time, but truth be told, I lost ambitions.
Cause I had feelings for the last one, the past was so suspicious.
But the second time around, I saw what made you different.

Told me all about your feelings,
I told you take it slow, baby that was my decision.
I should have kissed you then and there and told the truth that instant.
But I didn't for the better, the pressure just made us distant.

It's all coming together,
Cause now you're with another man, I hope it's for the better.
You feel that if you see me, you know you wish you had me,
So maybe if we never speak, you'll end up happy.