When Will This End

Lately I've been feeling down and I can't seem to figure out why
The girl that I love says she just wants to die
My best friend's never there and I don't think that he's coming back
So can someone tell me when will this sadness end ?
So I get drunk a lot and I try to think of ways to fix everything
But the solutions they just won't come to me
What's the point of life if things are never ever gonna change?
Why did no one tell me it would be like this?
Cause I didn't sign up for this
And I wouldn't have if I had known back when I was a kid
That this life is just a game
And there ain't no getting out alive so what's the point of playing?
My self esteem's getting lower and I'm only getting older where did I go wrong?
I'm meant to be moving forwards but I'm still going backwards where can I get off?
All my friends have their jobs and they've got their degrees what do I have now?
A crippling sense of doubt that I'm never getting out and things won't be okay
Cause I didn't sign up for this
And I wouldn't have if I had known back when I was a kid
That this life is just a game
And there ain't no getting out alive so what's the point of playing?
Cause I didn't sign up for this
And I wouldn't have if I had known back when I was a kid
That this life is just a game
And there ain't no getting out alive so what's the point of playing?
When will this end
When will this end
When will this end
When will this end
When will this end
When will this end
Cause I didn't sign up for this
And I wouldn't have if I had known back when I was a kid
That this life is just a game
And there ain't no getting out alive so what's the point of playing?
I'll find a way to sing along if it'll make me feel better
I'll find a way to sing along if it'll make me feel better