i hate everything and everyone and i hate myself for it

All the things that I did guess it was never close to enough
And I get life is rough
But enough's enough
I guess we're fucking done
And I look out the window
You act like you know
You take ecstasy and adderall won't fix you
All I wanna do is settle down I miss you
My old bitch around the corner let me kiss you
I got percs inside, homicide, pesticide
For my homies ride or die
She ask if I wanna try
I'm alright, my bitch fucking hella fine
I'mma fuck it up really really really fuckin' nice
All the things that I did guess it was never close to enough
And I get life is rough
But enough's enough
I guess we're fucking done
All the things that I did guess it wasn't fucking close to enough
And I guess I'm alone
My bitch want me gone
My doctor's think I'm done
I'm alone, guess I'm now unknown
Fuck it up, in my trust you tore
My bitch know, can't stand you hoes
Don't know what to do cuz I'm alone
All I wanna do is go back to the way before
Cuz it was better then, my story's 'bout to end
And I don't wanna go more
All the things that I did guess it was never close to enough
And I get life is rough
But enough's enough
I guess we're fucking done