Smile

My therapist just told me I'm doing so much better
But what she doesn't know is that I'm faking it to please her
And everyone in my life so they don't smother me with pity
I'll fake it every time so they don't feel bad on their performance

You broke me down
Into a disaster but I'll
Just get up and brush it off cause I don't wanna
Die just yet I'm too young to let you kill me
So I'll wait, all I can do is smile

The caution signs are all over but I'm still shaken up
cause I've tried every coping skill and you still beat me up
I've lost myself I've lost my soul and I'm alone
You'll never quit you're toxic yet you'll take the throne
I've given up on all the hope I have for love
So I'll just cry and I'll just cry and fake a smile

You broke me down
Into a disaster but I'll
Just get up and brush it off cause I don't wanna
Die just yet I'm too young to let you kill me
So I'll wait, all I can do is smile
All I can do is smile

Someone save me
I feel crazy
I can't stand this
You're to blame and I'm to hate so
I can't manage
Someone save me
I feel crazy
I can't stand this
You're to blame and I'm to hate so
I can't stand this
(fuck)

You broke me down
Into a disaster but I'll
Just get up and brush it off cause I don't wanna
Die just yet I'm too young to let you kill me
So I'll wait, all I can do is smile
All I can do is smile