Blacked Out My Soul

Blacked out my soul but my heart still beats
We’re getting old I wander the streets
And I was told that it would ease
What you sold, you sold to my bloodstream

Baby don’t hate me
I been going so damn hard lately
You can see my hands all shaky
I should care more about my safety

Fuck that fuck this you are only toxic
Ima hit the kill switch baby I'm a misfit
Fuck that fuck this you are only toxic
Ima hit the kill switch baby I'm a misfit

Tell me do you miss this
What I try and depict
Really can’t resists
So my patterns persists

The pain that I inflict
Broke can't fix it
Texts that I transmit
You should really click quit

Blacked out my soul but my heart still beats
We’re getting old I wander the streets
And I was told that it would ease
What you sold, you sold to my bloodstream

I’ve broke bones and I’ve snapped spokes
I’ll stay home and I’ll stay stoned
I’ve broke bones and I’ve snapped spokes
I’ll stay home and I’ll stay stoned

And I’m best at numbing all senses
I’ve been running away from tension
All I see is empty park benches
What happened then made me apprehensive

And I would’ve come but it lacked incentive
What now your gonna call me selfish
Just a young boy on the defensive
Now I’m a young man tryna de-stress quick

Did it change the way I was
Has it changed the way I love
The deeper runs the cut
But the angels are above

Your voice is trembling
I leave my phone on ring
You dismembered him
And now the bloods running

Blacked out my soul but my heart still beats
We’re getting old I wander the streets
And I was told that it would ease
What you sold, you sold to my bloodstream