My black heart is the potion

See me hiding in the shade
Try remember memories
That’s why I play those old CD’s
Caught up in all nostalgic things

Are you on my frequency
Will you end up hurting me
Ion know what the fuck to believe
Can’t trust anyone or anything

Question why I left it all behind
Ion wana live it ion wana rewind
And they said it’d all heal in time
But sciatic pain shoots down my thighs

You see you left me there I was young and broken
Looking for a light but the futures hopeless
Struggle to decide, fight the emotions
Caught up in in my mind my black heart is thе potion

See me hiding in the shade
Try rеmember memories
That’s why I play those old CD’s
Caught up in all nostalgic things

Are you on my frequency
Will you end up hurting me
Ion know what the fuck to believe
Can’t trust anyone or anything

You see you left me there I was young and broken
Looking for a light but the futures hopeless
Struggle to decide, fight the emotions
Caught up in in my mind my black heart is the potion

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